omg i havnt rittin in sucha long time thier is soooo much friggen stuff to talk about were to start!!
lets start with i lost mah best friend well i didnt loose him but he is gone were not close anymore =( its all because i was selfash and told him how i felt about his girfriend wwell i dont like her and when their together i felt  really left out and than she has to go and listen to mah convo in gym and and suposible HURD SOMTHING TOTALY DIFFRANT THAN WHAT I SAID ( maybe ppl should listen to oter ppls convos and tell other ppl becasue ITS NOT TRUE) i told mah friend that i was going to camerons house to MAKE UP and she told ppl i said MAKE OUT ... oh yeah thats it im gona go make out with mah best friend !! .. NOT... erggg dont yuh hate it when ppl hate u fer no reason .. WELL I DO ... like they should at least have a reason before they hate yug=( but w/e .....cameron and alecia broke up =( sad huh now she is going out with mark and he is going out with mika .....  yeah i really dont like her ugh omg guys i like 2 PPL OHHHH YEAHHHH hehehe but i cant telll yuh who one i have nowan fer 4 years and one i have noan OHHH fer 4 years hahah whata kawinkiedink ..IMMAAA FAG!!! lol hmmmm what else happend latly terri and jason are going out :S jenny and brett are going out ...... ella and travis went out and broke up .... cameron and HER are going out ......and welll yeah imm single .........
libby is over right now when i am righting thiss hahahah omg I HATE THAT STOOPID INDIAN like siriously  what is she trying to doo hah omg we called this chick from like whatever country she lives in ahah  she went to are skool last year and could barly speek english and we called and was nice but mean it was soo funnie i almost died laughing ahahahha yeah we were telling her how much we missed her side burns like seriously A GURL WITH FUKING SIDEBURNS thats fucking sick she had like dandrif in her eye brows and eye lashes its called soap and water lol yuh cant just get wet and say ur clean ewww but seriously her side burns were like elvis she had more fashal hair than a bears hole body it just sick and dont even get meh started on how she smells ....lol and last night alecia slept over we went to go seee ummm cabin fever and im worning yuh dont wast 10 dollers on that movie it suckkkeddd asss it wasnt scary at all and they tryed to make it funny but it was soooo gay it made meh mad heheheh yeah alecia if ur reading this HAYY BAYBEEEE hahahah thats sooo gay seriously erggg STOOPID INDIAN lol ... she looks like mah ass.. yeah hmmm what else can i tell yuh about .... im moviing in with mah mom full tiem cuz mah dad is soo gay and inbarising urggg!!!! cameron and meh arnt that good of friends no more and i miss him=( he is soooo funny and fun to be with and than mika coems along and i no its mah falt than she trys to give MEH advisee on how to become his friend again  I new him longer and she acts like she now soo much about him when really she dont no anything ..... haha some guy in gym the other day just like pulled down his pants and stuck his ass up to the window it was sooo funnie ..... kai yuh get like these cards that u have to were around ur neck all day and i like bit the sheit outa mine ahaha i have problems .... their is this gurl in mah ss class that has big problem she needs help and thats all imm gona say hehehhehe...... its SNOWED  ALREADY=( BUT THAT MEANS MAH B-DAY IS COMING SOONNN hahahah yeah right thats still another 4 months away but when january 30th comes get meh a presant ok!!! i loveee scary moviesss ohhh i do  hehehehe it has to rain ONE more time so i can go dance in it  well yeah thats about it immm out!!

hah Omg i havnt writtin in lyke so long sorry jess ahahah anyways hmm what has happend since the last time i wrote....
well alecia left meh and cameron to go to vegas hahah lucky bitch lol and umm well mah luv life still sucks ass and sarah yep she is sucha bitch still or waite let meh refrase that she is a SLUT still and that will never change i went camping last weekend with kelsea she spend 6 days with meh yea that was FUNNN hah we met alota ppl and holy sheit mah mom rocks lol yeah she told meh that if i played volyyball with ehr and all her friends she would get meh drunk lol ohhh yeah babeee so who wood turn a offer lyke that down well no meh but holly sheit it was horrbale i ended up flashing lyke 4 guys and mooning them and I walked around with a fuckin fusshing net hahahahah i wanted to go fishing well im crazy i geuss that everyone up their was mah friend cuz i went and huged ppl i dont even no and told them they were all mah friends lol yeah i dunno but yeah if yuh wana no more yuh gota ask kelsea.....hmm what else oh yeah cameron is the most sweetist guy in the hole world he bout mah best friend the most nicist braclet ever and their is more comming but shhhhh i cant say anything cuz its a suprize eheheheh but yeah its aleciias birthday soon on the 31st so u gota wish her a happy birthday if u no her and if not well than it sucks to be u hahahah lol yeah schools almos here again i got mah Id and pictures taken and holy sheit do they ever look bad and i got all mah tex books and all that gay sheit and i gota backback ohhh yeah babee hehehe so lets talk more about HIM not many ppl no who he is wait ehter do I aha thats gona sound really crazy but im not lyke a stalker er anything i just think he is really hot  im not lyke ohhhh i love himmm and lyke take his pic and put i dunno no wair i just think he is hot and i hope to gawd that i get to no him lol
i highly dout that though but i can always hope...
and ystorday i went to camerons and hung out with alex JUSTIAN haha(ian) mitch and cameron that was fun it always is but i still miss alecia but she will be back soon i wana do somthing with mah hair maybe cut it short  wat do all u think ... ( their is a lil blue think at the bottem of this entry and it says comments put ur comment aboutmah hair their) haha and today well today im doing nothing cuz im sick yeah it sucks ass lol and tomorow well im supsoto be ging to a moive with all mah old friends from margrets that should be fun ill tell yuh alll about it tomrow
~later

hahah today was fun i babesat mah babie boi adian and than meh and lecia went and got are nails done at viva nails wow they are so worth 40 bucks i love them lol yeah i no im crazy but who cares after are nails we were suposto go to the circus but than we didnt so we went to go see cameron mitch and ian aka JUSITN!!  at camerons and we watched nightmare on elm street i thought i was gona be scary but yooh no what it wasnt SARAHS A FUCKING BITCH she came to mah  house and egged it last night how fucking inmature is she that makes meh so fucking mad ERGGGGG lol yeah  i like someone whoa lol but i cant lyke him at the same time but you no thats okee friends are fine lyke seriously when ur going out with somone you end up breaking up and hating eachother but when ur friends thier is no breaking up so its all good .. but i cant tell you who he is only lecia noes who he is and she better not tell anyone ehehehhehe but yeah fuck sarah makes meh sooooo mad and adrian wtf kay today he was lyke omg blah blah somthing i wasnt really listing than he caled meh fat and i was lyke how am i fat and he was lyke look at this ( he pasts meh a email from lyke 2 months ago wich he saived :S)  and said look how yooh spell "yooh" and "meh" and i was lyke that makes meh fat lyke seriously how the hell does that make meh fat ....w/e thats seriously reallly gay kai theise are mah top 5 guys
                                                      top 5 guyz

                                       ashton kutcher-
                                      justin timberlake- 
                                      ben affleck-
                                       eminem-
                                     ryan philippe-
                                      

okee thiss is the rest of mah day i went babysitting ohh so much fun .... its mah sisters b-day today and she doesnt diserve anyone to wish her a happy b-day she makes meh so mad ohh look i got a cell phone and you dont or look at all the clothes i got fer back to skool and look how much you got or lets just go copy amanda and get things she wants so that she cant get them cuz i have the fuck seriously....their are a hole bunch of problems in mah life right now but thanx to kyle he made meh feel soo much better all i need now is a hug and i thank all mah friends fer being their fer meh even when i was a total bitch .. i ment well and i didnt mean to take mah problems out on you guys so sorry and than you all fer not leaving meh ... now that i got all that settaled i need a fucking boi friend badly i have a sertin somone in mind but  it would never work at all but you no thats ok ill keep looking ... welll i dont mean i cant stop lykin him righttttt lol yeah talking to jess right now shes a great help i luv her with all mah heart she is thier fer meh even when she has her own prob she drops them to listen to mah problems whata great friend....
mah PARENTS suck ass i no they mean well ...i think  but y the hell are they so gawd damn rude i hate it i swear to gawd that when i get older i will not turn out to be lyke them i will be the best mom ever lol yeah im a little crazy and really tired so later

hay yep their is so much to say..
well last night i went to a movie with alecia we seen freddy vs jason it was soo scary she sleept over and we went out to go see cameron and mitch.... than well she watch tintanic and i fell asleep fuck this morning mah mom was being such a bitch and i couldnt do anything so now im sittting at mah dads house bord as hell making mah blog and watching mah cuz watch the adams family i seriously think their is somthing rong with the adams family well i have a BIG crush on someone but of corce the have a gurlfriend well y wouldnt he he is so fucking hot and she is so pretty so their ment to be and as fer meh well ill be ok and ill get over it i dont even tink i lyke him i just thinnk he is sooo FUCKING hot lol right alecia well yeah dont no what else to say but ill right more later..........